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Written by amika
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Thursday, 12 August 2010 21:11 |
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There was a time we came and went. The door between the gardens stood open, rusting gently on it's hinges, waiting for the time of closing
Wrought iron twists and scrolls embellished with morning glory and dandelions and grass, growing through the metal lace.
But all things come to an end; every door is eventually shut. On a stormy summer evening, carelessly rushing back and forth,
the door slammed shut. I would not mind so much (we still can talk through the grille, Still I can see you at the fountain)
but when the door was shut, in my haste (I didn't want to go), my sleeve was caught on the latch and my right hand is on the other side.
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Written by amika
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Wednesday, 11 August 2010 00:00 |
There are times there are days when the grief doesn't press so hard when my skeleton holds itself together and I can push against the yoke when you speak and your words bring peace.
But always comes tomorrow with the remembrance of you and again I sink. The harpies circle and scream around my ears; the emptiness of the black hole echoes in my heart I am poured out like water my joints crack and waver my breath comes weighted and my mind flows like lead.
In that moment I would cut off my right hand to go back to my innocence, never to wonder or suspect, to never need to ask. I would give my eyes to not have seen, and my mind to not have questioned. But I saw, and wondered, and asked, and the plain was cracked. Now we walk two paths, two golden children, north and south. The river flows between. |
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Written by amika
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Tuesday, 27 July 2010 22:10 |
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Chorus Why won't you come out and play Susie why won't you come outside The sun shines bright on the knoll Susie Why won't you come out and play
In the darkness the candle glows coloured through the pieces of glass by the door a welcome to strangers and neighbours and friends to come in and rest for a while
You came past my house in the winter I opened the door in the night You came into my house when the wind blew cold and danced in the firelight
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My mother made mugs of hot chocolate my father sang songs of the war my brother cracked jokes and the whole room laughed and all the guests danced 'round the floor
Now the sun shines on the hill again summer is back in the sky and the guests travel on to the midsummer revels But 'tis long since you said goodbye
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Bitter words hastened your leaving When spring was beginning to show and the door slammed hard on the sunshine and shattered the glass in the wall.
And now there's no joy in the dancing No mirth in the usual jests I will sweep up the last shards of beauty and bury it there with the rest.
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Written by amika
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Thursday, 22 April 2010 16:20 |
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Last Updated on Monday, 26 April 2010 22:32 |
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Written by amika
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Friday, 21 August 2009 21:54 |
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So. As most of you know I'm moving. Soon the little House Behind The Church will be the place to find me. And as this is my first ever house-of-my-very-own, I am having loads of fun planning it... I change my mind regularly of course, but, this being me, some of the ideas are a little off the wall. My latest flash of brilliance was regarding the music room. (Known to most people as a living room, but since I don't intend to own the television that is the normal centre of such a space I decided to make it a music room, which is what I really want it to be anyway.) Its going to be green. All sorts of shades of green. Think overwhelming West Coast rainforest kind of green. And in the process of looking for green things, I found some interesting ideas... some of which I agree with, some of which I don't, but these are the ones I wanted to look at again:  
And of course there's always a few extra miscellaneous pretty pictures I find:  
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Last Updated on Friday, 21 August 2009 23:07 |
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Written by amika
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Thursday, 25 June 2009 17:34 |
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The Amazing Poet-Bot April 17, 2009 
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Last Updated on Monday, 22 June 2009 17:42 |
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Written by amika
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Monday, 22 June 2009 16:35 |
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Credenda/Agenda: a webzine (and print magazine) about issues relating to Reformed Theology... also one of the best reads around. I should have put this one up years ago. I definitely don't agree with all of their opinions, but they are so beautifully opinionated about things!!!! The people who write for this magazine think, and say what they think, and defend what they think. I love it when people can challenge my ideas, or bring up new ones that I haven't thought about yet. And they're intelligently funny, just as an added bonus. Who could help but love a periodical in which the first quote (from the current edition) is "Scholars, please. No kissing in the library."???? Or one which would post the following Notice (in the Cave of Adullam column, though you'll you'll have to read the pdf versions to find the recent editions of it): Important Notice In a rare serious Cave postscript, we would like briefly to comment on our moderate use of sarcasm on this page. It has perhaps appeared to some readers that our sarcasm is not really Christ-like. We do agree with this criticism, believing ourselves not to be nearly as good at it as He was. And while I can't seem to find my favourite Similitudes story about the man who finds himself on a hill with a shovel in his hand, this one is also a good one... Footprints, by Douglas Wilson.\ But really... just go read it. You'll be glad you did... or annoyed... or something... but it won't be boring. |
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Last Updated on Monday, 22 June 2009 17:15 |
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Written by amika
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Friday, 19 June 2009 15:50 |
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